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Clarence, 17/8.
God!
black and white,
in need of sleep eternally,

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layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone

11:52 AM | Wednesday, August 30, 2006
bad mood.):
Mon
had great day in skl.
after had tution.
i really realise time flies really fast.
i don't know why,but it really do.
Tue
today didn't have great day.
trg was really slack again.
played match in the last 30 minutes.
i really need to brushed up my keeper skills.
i realise i had not been at my best this few weeks or after the b boys comp.
i really think keeping the players motivated is most important.
but i do want to kept motivated at times too.
i don't know.

the decision is made.
genesis that it is.

i am waiting for you.

11:25 AM | Monday, August 28, 2006
oral.
SAT
chinese oral was quite okay.
but waited long lah.
went swimming at night.
finally,after so long lah.
SUN
went for jer's match.
they draw.means they cannot go to play-offs.
sad news luh.
after went to bugis changed phone.
and here i am blogging.

will it be genesis or tazsilian?
i really don't know.

i am waiting for you.

12:49 PM | Saturday, August 26, 2006
scared.
today was fine.
jerome didn't get his collar tee.
he said npcc won.
congrats.
i am scared of something.it isn't good eh.
tomorrow haave chinese oral!
rahh!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RACHEL AND XAVIER.
Pearlin,you haven't reply me!

i am waiting for you.

12:15 PM | Friday, August 25, 2006
ITE GENESIS!!!(:
WED
boring skl day.it seems to be the same everyday.
around 5 plus,i go to genesis trg alone!
but didn't regret it.
fun!fun!fun!
jer and vicky,you all should have come.
reach home at 11.
THURS
today was okay.trg after skl was SLACK.
real slack.can even play bball halfway.
tml i dont know where to go.
boring day yea?

i am waiting for you.

11:05 AM | Wednesday, August 23, 2006
okok day.(:
yay!one more day to trg!
today had napfa.
was happy with my results.
sit and reach-32):
standing broad jump-206(:
inclined pull up-20 times.(:
sit up-44 times(:
shuttle run-1st try 9.99s(:
2nd try 9.73s((:
i can't wait for tomorrow lah!

GET WELL SOON MADELEINE!

i am waiting for you.

11:52 AM | Tuesday, August 22, 2006
the break up.
haha.after skl went to watch the break up.
it's a boring show by most of them?
but i think was okay.
you gotta understand what the movie is saying.
quarrel here,quarrel there.
two more days to the trg!
rahh!i am getting more and more hyper bout that trg!

i am waiting for you.

2:57 PM | Sunday, August 20, 2006
it's nice.
haha.today was ok-ok.
taz lost to motorola.
damn it!
still cannot win the northland guys.
exciting match though.
wed having genesis trg!
looking forward lah.

maybe you thought i just only like you.
but no.i love you.
you are like the greatest person in my life.
i can't change this.
but i really love you.
love me,will you?

9:54 PM | Friday, August 18, 2006
lost.
THURS
satisfied birthday?
i don't know.
i didn't really care whether it was my birthday a not lah.
thanks for the wishing guys.
i was pratically killed by playing too long.
had great night with my family.
saw sharil and his ITE yishun friends holding floorball sticks.
trg must be.
FRI
today's lesson was boring as you could say.
i don't like my results.
i can't comprehend much.
what is done is done.
i am looking forward for whole day outing tml.

i am worried for you.
haiz,i don't know why.
it's a feeling that tells me so.
i feel very uneasy throughout the night today.
i don't like to be sad.

10:20 AM | Thursday, August 17, 2006
i know the results for sure.
today fort factory trip was fun.
although it's a short trip,we had a lot of fun together.
i guess the fun will come to a end tomorrow.
it's like one more day.
i doubt i am having a very happy birthday.
once again,another sad birthday like last year?
i guess yes.it's not gonna be.
i guess for the five years starting from last year,
i will not have a good birthday.
i am sure.i am so sure that everybody would say yes too.
defintely i will be not in a good mood.
don't even say birthday mood,good mood will also not be mine tomorrow.

i feel sad a bit.
your answer was a bit hurtful for me.
but i accept it.
i guess its too fast lah.
but i am really very fine with it.
so i just keep loving you no matter what lah.

11:38 AM | Wednesday, August 16, 2006
GENESIS(:
WOOHOO!2 more days.
yayness!
and sth shocking is coming up next week.
don't want to say out so early yet.
today didn't have trg.
slack around skl till 4 then went home.
got this new home-econs teacher
MISS KUMARI.
glad that Napfa is cancelled today.thanks to the wet weather.
next wednesday then have.
crap,dont know whether got NYP trg a not.

you hurt me a lot.
just see,you treat that guy so well.
me?i was there and you still hug that guy.
whats is it man?
when you know i like you.
you still treat me like that.
i should have listen to pearlin.
i am stupid to like you.
i made a big big mistake.

1:50 PM | Tuesday, August 15, 2006
fun la!
GOSH!tml is NAPFA.
stupid.very long since at those kind of physical workout.
but can be quite be fun lah!
wednesday going to fort factory at fort canning park i think?
boring day.
today has been okay for me.
i am not satisfied with my results.

i felt as if everybody in the whole world thinks i am a hypocrite and irritation.
i can't believe it man.
it's so crap lah!
no one will ever know this kind of feeling.
being treated in way that you won't like it.
i am totally annoyed by friends.
i think i finally see the real truth of you all.

i know you won't do that.
i guess you never would do that on my birthday.
i predicted it.
you just anyhow said it.
you hurt me a lot,too much.

3:21 AM | Monday, August 14, 2006
its been bad for the past few days.
THURS
went out sirbest,spencer,don and darren.
quite fun though.
was planning for movie,but later then didn't want to.
then went plaza sing play arcade after had lunch,
i saw rachel.haha.
then after that went to played lanned till 5.45.
they went home,and i didn't want to waste the movie tickets.
so i asked pearlin to go watch with me movie.
then we went to bugis to watch MY SUPER EX-GIRLFRIEND.
turn out that earlier,qinghai they all also went to watch.
after that walked around a while,and went home.
FRI
friday had school,as usual its okay.
then after skl went to spencer house to play around.
rushed home.but still alte for trg.
but luckily coach was late for it.
the whole piranhaz team came.
two red flamingoes player also came.
sharil and saravanan.
was quite slack.but saw how div 1 players are.
it is not really not easy.
SAT
didn't went trg in the morning.
and spend the whole day slacking.
but at night went out with the gays to watch fireworks.
we watched at the roadside.
stupid police don't let us crossed.
then stuck at city hall a while before getting to mrt.
we saw RP salsaz players.
haha.think they got match before the fireworks.
after that went home.
slept at 3.


12:02 PM | Thursday, August 10, 2006
Favourites
Favourite Colour: yellow, black&white
Favourite Food: pizza!
Favourite Song: my sacrifice-creed
Favourite Movie: The bourne supremacy
Favourite Day of the Week: saturday!
Favourite Season: Summer
Favourite Ice Cream: swensens colt tower!

Currents
Current Mood: Tired and awaiting for tml outing!
Current Taste: i need something sweet.
Current Clothes: homeclothes
Current Toe Nail Colour: i don't apply.
Current Time: 9.00pm
Current Surroundings: My room
Current Annoyances: that guy
Current Thoughts: floorball drills

Firsts
First BestFriend : in primary school,jethro!
First Crush: This gurl from my class in Kindergarden
First Movie : some action packed movie.
First Lie: How to remember man?
First Music: Those crap baby music my mum used to play.

Lasts
Last Cigarette: i don't smoke.
Last Drink: plain water.
Last Car Ride: Yesterday to the fireworks!
Last Crush: Erm, yanmei?.
Last Movie: just my luck
Last Phone Call: PEARLIN!!!
Last CD played: yellowcard.

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Haha, ya!
Have you ever broken the law: Yeah.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope, I'm good (:
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Yeah!
Have you ever been on TV: nope.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: haha, nope.

Things5 things you are wearing: shirt,pants,specs,underwear,friendship band(:.
4 things you done today: sleeping, listen to music, played floorball at home, talk on the phone.
3 things you can hear right now: Music on the computer,TV outside and the fan blowing.
1 thing you do when you are bored: talk to pearlin!

5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS: anybody can do it.(:

4:23 AM |
feelings for you havent change any.
You might think its been 4 plus mths since that night,
and things should have change.
but nothing ever changes.
that love i had for you,
was just too deep to forget.
it might have been my mistake,
i know what i am doing.
i just want to spend another lovely night with you.
that simple.
but whenever i ask you out,you would just say you can't.
why is it?can't just one night,just one night,its that simple.
tell me,what you would wanna do?
i just need one night out.

past few days,was quite okay.
did quite a lot of things.
happy belated birthday jiahao!
3 more days to junfei's and munyee's.
fiftheen days to mine.
would you give me a surprise?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
YOU ARE 41!

i wept because of you.
but i didn't mind bout it.
just give me that night.
i hope you are reading this.

4:53 AM | Sunday, August 06, 2006
trg was not fun.
trg wasn't as fun as i thought.
it was somehow a start of how floorball actually was.
it wasn't so easy after all.
well,i don't wish to say things on yesterday trg.
i didn't play well.
now i know how tough i need to play floorball.
i will work really hard from now onwards.

so many things compremise my head today.
its really presurizing to carry on.
i need some time to think it over again.

12:42 PM | Friday, August 04, 2006
no more time for goodbyes.
today was quite okay.
after skl studied with bear,darren and spencer at amk library.
was fun.spencer left.then me,bear and darren went to opposite playground play.
distress you could say it.

why must i always be the one suffer.
can't you be.i don't want to drop one more tears for you.
its not easy.but i still have to shed.
give me happiness will you.
i only wanted one thing.
thats LOVE.
will you give it to me?
something i really longed from you.

someone tells me that its time for me to concentrate on one.
give up on you.
but i tried.it just an uphill task for me.
i told myself last time that i will concentrate on you.only you.
i had but you didn't gave me a chance.
you just didn't see how much oppturnity i wanted to create and let you see.
but then you always didn't know the hint.
i don't know now.
its have to be you or it have to be not you.
tell me tell me.

1:05 PM | Thursday, August 03, 2006
MISS CHUNG!
MISS CHUNG!(:
what i call a great teacher,leaving hurr reputation up high.
favourited by students.
she's gonna leave us this friday.
further up hurr studies.
good luck miss chung!best of luck!
you taught us well,gave us the tips,scolded the class,been through hard times with us.
we didn't suffer much,but it was always you suffering for us.
you always used your precious time staying us back,to tell correct us,tell us everything we did wrongly.we have improve on that since.
but if you didn't use so much of your time,we may still do wrong.
some things might not change,but yet we still improve under your help.
you cared for us a thousand and more times than any teachers.
we hurt you here and there.especially once ,we hurt you real strong.
but you didn't gave us up.you persereve and continue in believeing 2 BLESSING.
you were just a fantastic teacher to us.
we have just lost a great teacher in our aspect.
but we hope she will be back and recognise us as 2 BLESSING!
2 BLESSING '06 without miss chung isn't 2BLESSING '06.
no matter what you will always be the form teacher will know as miss chung in our heart.
two years down,we will remember what you told us.boys will not wear long pants if we don't do well.but we will be wearing it to prove you wrong!
THREE CHEERS FOR MISS CHUNG!
three cheers and three cheers for miss chung!
three cheers and three cheers for miss chung!
three cheers and three cheers for MISS CHUNG!
A proven,definite,great,nice,caring,efficient and well-loved teacher.
MISS CHUNG(:we will never forget you!

So miss chung leaving us on friday.
two more days to enjoy what we have and believe in miss chung.
then miss choi and mr yong is taking over.
two teachers that is not well-loved by the class.
i guess that is miss chung main worry.
but we will just proved miss chung wrong.
we never know what god has laid for us in the future.
but we just know we will overcome together as one.

MISS CHUNG!WE MISSED YOU!

11:36 AM | Wednesday, August 02, 2006
english!
one down,six more to go.
COMMON TEST!
canadien-the power of playing well.

4:55 AM | Tuesday, August 01, 2006
one day more.
One more day to common test.
IT day.upper sec please don't be jealous.
haha.